To be completely honest with yall, I feel like an idiot. All the stress that has been place upon me has been placed upon by myself. It is the end of the semester and it has been the worst semester i have ever had and I believe that it is very possible that i may fail three classes out of the 9 classes I'm taking up at cal state Dominguez and my juries are coming up (cal state Dominguez and with anybody whose a music Ed major has to do something called a jury, which is when you are to play a song that test your playing skills, if you don't do so great in your juries its very possible that you may be place out of the music program) and i don't know my complete music for it. If that don't go well then i don't know what will happen, but i feel i can great threw that.
Not only that but, my license is suspended cuz of a missed court day. omgosh i can't stand these court days and I got more court dates coming. Matter of fact i have one coming up this Friday like DAMN! and i got a voice class that is very important to show up to this Friday. Also money is looking very tight. I feel the way i have been living this semester has been completely unresponesible.
I spent most of this semester thinking about what people thought about me. Personally it was stupid thinking so much about that. Right now I'm not thinking about anything but myself , not in a selfish way, for my own good health. This last pass semester I've been living my life so blind. It didn't take but one night to wake up. And who did i wake up to, an idiot who was talking over my life for the time i was sleep. I'm finish of bullsh*tin. So heres what im gonna do for the time being.
First of all i would like to apologies too my co workers in saying this but, I'm going to have to cut my studio time. I will be able to help yall out but not for very much time. Fridays ain't looking like its going to be apart of hip hop weekend anymore. It mostly looking like Saturday nights pulling all nighters. As far the HalfBreed EP, i hate to say this, I'm going to have to stop production on it for the time being. i would like to apologies to my supporters. Also say Sorry to the good old team, J-blane, Lavish, Chris, Chuck Wun, and RocLee. As for my features i hope you stay in there name. This studio cut will only last 2 weeks. So don't panic, i gotta do this for me. And again i am truly sorry.
All i can do, is pray to god that he can help me, work throw me. And thank him for so. I ask that you all pray for me. Thanks for the support. again SORRY!