The dept

Gezz man i can't believe myself, have you ever been so disappointed at your self so bad you just wanted to drop kick ya own face. The younger me, well two years earlier me, blew 14 grand and my creativity away from letting things get to me. I feel like i sold my self short, the money, the cars, the goodies turned me another color that doesn't match sun light. Now my present self is tryin to put back the pieces together. agh and the future looks like he'll be doin the same, This hip hop thing must pull threw for 2 reason, one is because i feel like i dont see my self doing anything in the future but music, 2 because of the dept that im tryin to clim out of. i got aways to go, just gotta keep workin hard.