Life Keeps gettin More Weird By the Day

The way I've Been thinkin lately is stressful. I'm always tired now adays, i never get sleep, im behide in school and on my recordings. I dont think people can understand nor do they feel they have to, As i write right now its feel as if I'm losing a feeling for living but at the same time dont wanna die. God is protecting me and i am thankful for that. I just gotta see what god wants me to do. I know god wants me to use my music, but now i just need to see how to use it. I need rest. . . I pray for energy. Thanks for reading. God Bless